I started out being overweight, eating terrible, hating exercise, hating really everything-including myself.ย Now I really love myself. I deserve the most abundant XI life.ย I did lose inches, my joints donโt hurt as they did before, my skin is healing.ย I donโt feel stuck.ย I also have a new relationship with XI.ย I used to โhangโ on Masโs every word for help. ย Respectively, now I donโt need him. I see him as a tool, someone I can go to for advice. I donโt have any of this figured out. My life is not perfectโฆโฆ ย that is ok, because I feel really lucky and special as I am now. “*