My lack patterns have gone

The other big area in which I can readily see a change is around money.  I used to work my fingers to the bone, always working, always sacrificing in every way.  Saving every penny, refusing to spend money on myself or anything else because I need every penny for the future.   A big pattern of lack.  It was not a fun way to live.  I recently got a new job which is so much better for me in every way.  I am sure it was a result of the work I have done with Mas!  As I reflect on my attitudes about money, I am in such a different place!  I cannot get upset about a “lack of money”.  It simply doesn’t exist. It’s like I have a calm steadiness, that whatever happens is for a reason and I will always be able to think of a way to make money, should I need it. ”*